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March 24 FInal Examok let me tell u da story of my final exam..
wk up at 5.25, brush teeth, grab a smoke, bath, get ready..
seng ming fetch me to subaidah, yam cha 1st wit randall, chun yip, chun beng, and seng ming..
grab a smoke n eat rt telur and kopi o...
went to college wait awhile n grab another smoke...7am went into lemongrass for the written test..
hantam da fiche..abit screw up on da time organizition..
went into kitchen.. intro wit my commis..n i get number 13..wow...
darren was bside me..start doing the stock..wondering hw am i gonna do shortcrust n crepe together..wit a dumb commis..
term 3 but dunno how to do shortcrush n crepe...start boiling the stock..fish is already fillet for us..
get ready the shortcrush and crepe ingredient..blanch the veges for main course..
make the balsamic for salad..start making the shortcrust..commis do da crepe batter...asked chef rex for da crepe pan 2 times..
crepe pan also rotating for station to station..
den make da chantilly cream..den keep chill in chiller..make the filling for quiche...start making roux for veloute..
den make veloute,, blind bake shortcrust..worrying bout when da crepe pan willl come..wanted to smoke..bt no time to go out..
ok free time nw..standing n toking wit commis..chef frederic asked me ntg to do? yes i've got ntg to do 45 minutes before starter..
the crepe pan is here from phang..start making crepe..start baking the tomato quiche..quiche done..plating n out..at sharp 11.30am...
roll my chantilly crepe..keep chill..start pan fry my fish..n finish in da oven..reheat bak the veloute and add in cream..saute the veges with butter n garlic..pan fried the sliced potato..start making the caramel sauce...main course plating..potato, fish den around wit carrot n french beans..the sauce around the fish and out at 12.15..
wait the caramel sauce to cool down..place the crepe on the plate..draw wit the sauce..garnish wit strawberry, raisins n kiwi...
finish n clean up........
wooooooooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo October 23 hell ol' wrathshall i speak,
the truth in me or shall it be, a faked truth thy shall ask, what to ask, but shall no ask, if thy shall no when thou ask, shall thy speak, shall ya speak, sound it be when thou speak, threat it be, when thy speak, yes it is thou fair no, fair no thy, shall ya give, a sliver coin aye felt deep, deep deep deep, knows hows it, when shall be?
shall i know, October 21 grave ol' wrathtoday it seem a normal day,
life seem so calm and smooth, but wouldn't hand me a mug of beer, aye aye aye feel like a dope
time hope to pass,
faith thy have,
a one for me, in twenty they be, a light of hope,
thou dear have been with me, September 28 finished!!ok come on,
let's get the holiday on,
training is gone,
time to sleep like begone,
3 months of working,
knifes holding and sharpening,
potato and carrot cooking,
time to go on,
cookies made and sold,
hand burned and cut,
scars remain as a memory,
happiness remain in my heart,
wake up get ready,
there we go another day,
time to work,
time to learn,
let's go on with it.
our life are filled with drama,
let's find some,
everyday is a day,
a day is a day,
a day gt 24 hours..
(wht the hell....) June 29 penang oh peningtrip to the pearl island,
happened after the term,
holiday wit love, friends and family,
in the butterfly farm,
butterfly flying around,
scorpian running around,
duck ngapping around,
like a zoo indeed
eat i eat alot,
drink i drink alot,
laugh i do alot,
speak not much,
afraid wrong it will
a test at thr,
scare it is,
no time playing,
like walking on the beach,
tomorrow is the day,
mix up i am,
afraid still is,
oh tommorow, tommorow and tommorow,
what will happen? June 23 holidaya term pass with new faces,
some fat some thin while some bossy,
language of romance come along,
and so my pig run along,
reports and reports,
bread and bread,
pastry n so on,
weekly handmade, sarcastically daily is needed,
money coming in and out,
cash cow they call it,
cookie get thrown around like flying sheep,
nice sleep is not needed,
coz there is none,
works is coming to me,
the repeatence of the first,
guess this time is harder,
like a stone some will say,
changes is an unexpected thing to be expect nxt round,
wht to do,
a choices have been made
a future lay on hand,
like how dirt on earth are,
wht should have been cry already had been,
left a burden to be carry on,
till my breath stop,
i shall be holding that knife,
like how i hold yr hands. May 16 please....oh please,
everything seems not going on the way now,
feel being pulled apart by demon,
swallowed by fire already i am
life life life oh my life,
life is a living hell,
what thou said before,
understood by me was not,
but now i am
how i wish someone would be with me,
thru this hot burning hell,
head spinning sensation,
chill ice palm feeling,
feeling of green not much,
black it turn,
like a parasite eating me inside out
how i wish u will understand,
how in pain i am,
really i am,
please oh please,
hear my cry and my sigh
April 11 ns gatheringwohooooo..ok my turn to write bout tis day..as been promise to sam..and i already delay it for 6 days..hahaha paiseh paiseh..
but i write it earlier or later or nt much different wan laaa...same oni...well..ok tis gathering is for people dat was once in training together wit us
in Merang Suria Holiday Camp...and of course me n sam jz do it for people who are in the same batch wit us...
we start by talking bout da date n whr's da venue and eventually how to spread the message to evryone..sms n call will take alot money
and we dun hv everyone msn address wit us..so da best way is spread thru friendster bulletin board and tis sam aa she done sumthing..the way dat i would salut..she post da invitation as people testimonial..the best invitation ever i've seen..
as for me..i dun reli care..u wan come mah come lor..u duwan come mah suak lor...me n sam susah do..we dun mind actually at the end of the day oni 14 persons..still fun though..but reli reli full to the max...
so on dat dat..sam come n fetch me wit her powerfull viva..which fetch another 3 more girls, which is lay theng, wan peng, and susan...
not much people chg..except their clothes which cover their body..not anymore da blue color shirt..hahahah...
we arrive at the restaurant at 7.30 sharp..nice...den around 7.45 jane called me n say she arrive setia jaya ktm station already..
sam is the only 1 hv car and we off to fetch jane, kelvin and joseph lor..then we went bak to the restaurant and around 10 minutes after marvin, vincent, elaine and ben arrive as well...den lydia..the mcdonald girl also arrive...
the nite start wit some little food..and alot from the girl side..which make the guy side almost able to puke as they never experience before...
harrr...harrrrr.....kenot finish..eat..kenot finish eat.....i think on the girls table the one i see eat the most would be the tai ka jeh..sam her self..fuyohh..keng..
and that's the only nite i able to see susan eat so much...normally she eat veli little oni..and on that nite..i see most of the guy are like girl edi...
im full im full im full.....whn in ns pulak alwiz complain nt enuff food...nw come u a buffet u pulak duwan eat....hmmmmm....
ehh sam..enuff long or nt??
not enuff i can add summore...wahahaha
ok laaaa since sum1 say nw i write not enuff long..n i repair da error edi..dun bising aa....i chop u oni u noe...
ok laaa
since u say nt enuff so i bring up a topic lor...on da gathering nite..1st i tot it wud be sumthing diff..bt it go bak to as same as we in CAMP littat..
for god sake...guys 1 side, n girls 1 side...wtf is tis laa...so weird laa..u c sam..there is a reason i duwan 2 tables..bt too bad too many ppl..hv to seperate to 2 tables..
but the food the i would say quite ok laa..but on dat nite i reli gt fed up wit fishball stuff all..those girl kenot finish..n pass to the guys..apa ini laaa
den i oso go n grab some chicken wings n pass around bak to da girls...
but at the end..i do hope everyone enjoyed themself..coz i dun think me n sam gonna do sumthing like tis anymore in anytime nearer..
and i believe every single one of us is bz wit our own stuff..and sum1 going to be leaving to kampar at may...sad to her..
but dun worry..if im the 1 who gonna organize sumthing like tis again..i will make sure it gonna be fun...wahahahah...
BUT DUNNO WHEN LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...... March 31 kumpulan 5alkisah pada suatu masa dahulu,
disatu tempat yang jauuuuuh,
di petaling,
pada tarikh sepuluh haribulan empat dua ribu tujuh,
munculnya kumpulan ke-lima antara yang limanya dalam siri ke duapuluhtujuh,
mulanya empatbelas ahli nya,
satu lari ke perlancongan,
lalu tinggallah tigabelas,
sepuluh laki-laki, tiga perempuan,
hinggala ke tujuh haribulan empat dua ribu lapan,
tiga hari sebelum setahun, atas perintah bala
lesaplah kumpulan lima, ahli nya di hantam masuk kumpulan satu hingga empat,
dengan sukacitanya, terpaksalah terpaksalah,
moga-moga lah ahli-ahli kumpulan lima yang dihormati sekalian,
boleh bergembira dalam kumpulan barunya sebagaimana pernah kita sekali
bergembira bersama disatu masa dahulu..
March 30 moooooher face is pale, her hair is black,
the dress is red, standing without movement,
it's in the night holding an umbrella,
rain it's not, but still there's fear,
dunno wht to write d laaa....hahahahah March 29 3 months of helli remember, 1st day of 3 months,
i step into the kitchen, blur about everything, together wit phang, i got into da middle, while he get pantry, middle is a hell, 3 station into one, if u blur for 3sec, means u already slam yr station, if slam..prepare for manager voices shouting ''HOW LONG HOW LONG''
other then that, working with non-msian people,
is weird at beginning, but after a few talk such as..''my name is cow, and u??'' it will be simple as wearing your shirts, italiannies the name is of the reastaurant i go, serve italian food, pasta, pizza, salad, of coz i wun go into detail how the food were prepared,
=D then..after 2 weeks pass, after handling cheese, sauce, meatballs, rissoto n bla bla bla..i got into pantry and phang get my middle..
swap swap swap swap...arghh...
pantry...how much i can say bout it..except that's where u get the
salad,
salad,
salad,
and dessert...
alot cuttings..
mango and grapes every morning,
while messaging my honey,
carefull i must, cut my finger must not,
every day morning the same thing i do,
salad dressing; ceasar dressing, sicillian dressing, italian dressing and mustard chives dressing...troublesome to make but indeed great in taste n flavour..
OHHH i forget another thing in pantry..it's called wit da name spinach and artichoke formaggio..another trouble trouble dish..
ohh bread, burn u i must not,
or else scold by manager will get by me,
but indeed u are so troublesome,
hot n burning when i touch u,
slice u half wit a bread knife,
spread your sauce,
and sprinkle the parsley and parmesan,
our guest love u...
and my last kitchen tour..i got into pizza and phang in middle..
i love middle..but whn busy it's a hell,
pizza is more relax..roll the dough, spread da sauce, wack da toppings,
in da oven for 7 or 8 minutes, cut into 8 pieces, serve wit dry oregano..woohoooo....my fav station...
indeed in there is a experience to remember,
lots of frens i've knew,
cut finger, hot oil fly onto my arm,
grabbing hot tray without kitchen cloth...
woohoooooo...perfect....
March 26 to my dear belovedi know how far u are from me now, just hope u would think of me..in your sleep
in this 3 months you was,
at the side of me, no matter
phone, in reality or in my dream,
we've gone thru weep, cries, anger and whining,
but still finally it's end,
a training that was i thought to be easy,
didn't i expect 13 days of work and 1 day of for the first 2 week,
didn't i expect i have to be alone in da station for 8 hours straight,
the day seem endless until i get to hear yr voice at night,
or until i get a text from you said that u miss me,
or else it seem so quiet for me the whole day,
now u are at far, and i'm here writing this when u are asleep,
hope u are having a nice dream....
to ivana, i love u (=3) sitting alonering of thunder into my ears,
sit on top the tree dripping the tears,
hiding myself in my sphere,
what should i do to get out from here.
play the cat at the roadside,
you was sitting by my side,
how i wish u can sleep by my side,
this was what thinking me inside. December 03 hot as hellwearing white walks around,
dirty water run across my shoes, my white shoes scratches with the unwanted pieces, hot i feel, heat i feel, stress i feel,
hearing people shouting and talking,
and laughing, alone myself look at the clock,
thinking y time pass so slow in here,
holding da knife, cut cut cut n cut,
pile of cucumber, tons of cheese, thousand of tomatoes,
i've killed in one day,
all for a 5 per 60,
60 per 12,
it's so not easy,
working in a real kitchen,
so i think back the words,
''if u cant take the heat, stay out from the kitchen''
well....i can October 08 bertahankesanggupan aku untuk bertahan adalah semakin bernipis,
bagaikan sepasang kasut sentiasa diseret atas jalan, tapaknya menjadi semakin nipis setiap kali, bagai hatiku di tusuk jarum mu,
katamu yang menyakitkan,
lakuan mu yr mengerikan,
mulanya ku tak saggup menulisnya ini,
tak bertahan hati ku, higgar tawar kurasanya,
ku cuba betahan pernah saya,
tapi katamu memaksa ku mempersoalkannya sekali lagi,
tajuk yang sepatutnya dilupakan,
kenapa boleh sanggup dilupakan oleh mu?
ku tak faham..
ku cuba,
ku pernah,
tak boleh,
benar benar tak boleh,
perasaan ini tidak dapat digambarkan,
bagaikan syaitan dalam ku...
harap boleh mati saja aku ini... October 07 true lovea true love doesn't need reason,
a true love doesn't need permission,
a true love doesn't need guilt and doubt,
if u truly love someone,
u won't care anymore, about anything, about the past of the person,
about his look,
all u want is just the character of the love,
love is also not stuborness and stupidness, it is sincerity,
it's a feel come thru your heart, there will be always chance, if u try,
and there is always a choice, to try,
if u truly love, u will dare to have the choice, and if u really in love..there is always a chance October 03 V For Vendettamy favourite phase from this movie
Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it's my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V. – V's introduction to Evey a scarfrom decision we make,
it gave experience, and each experience mark us a scar, some are deep, while some just a scratch, a scar is to remind us of, our mistake, our victory, our sillyness, and of course how can i not refer to,
our stupidness, a scar, is for us to learn
as how i say, in our life, scar we have is more on stupidness, a sad reminding for us, but what if we still don't learn from it?
we shall being haunted by the ghost of our past,
like how it lay itself on our body and forbidden us from waking up to the reality,
bringing us into a dreamland where we lost ourself,
although there will be guide for us to escape,
but sometimes the cure is the poison itself,
no one can wake ourself from this,
except ourself,
but no matter how we will always be stupid. thou and thyoften we told ourself we can do it,
but shall thou do it for other's sake? have thou think of thy?
have thou think before thall speak?
haven't thou think before you did?
feel haven't thou like thy?
how bout do see?
sleep soundly and deeply have thou?
thy have none,
if thou understood wht thy speak,
thou shall understand me although there is different,
but it's the same if u feel it properly September 27 i hate myselfsumtimes..when anything happen..we often blame the other..but have we blame ourself?
if not of us ourself..there wun be tis problem..how much..i hate myself
i hate myself, for
hating myself, knowing you, loving you, missing you, hating you,
i hate myself more, when i
in love with you until i lost myself, feel the pain until i can't take it, feel so sad that it blinded me, found out that i really inlove with you, being born in this family,
having such a parents, miss you so much, can't wait to see u again, start to write this blog, using the evil way to stop my pain, making you tell me everything, making you feel that i'm sad,
happy with this feeling, sad with this feeling....
i hate myself coz...i love u...
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